Pre-Season Day 1

I decided today while perusing a Pottery Barn catalogue that the aforementioned furniture mogul is actually the root of all evil. I frequently ask myself while I"m running (especially during races) "Why did I join this godforsaken team?" and now I have my answer. I've always admired Pottery Barn-- not for their lovely furniture-- but for the way they subtly suggest that the people who live in their rooms take great joy in being Honor Roll students and the MVP of their school's every sports team. Or at least that's what it looks like. Why else would they market a specialized trophy case (matches Lilac Bedroom Furniture Set!) or feature corkboards strewn with the evidence of some heinous crime-- I mean, major accomplishment... like being both tan and surfer-ish, as well as an award winning horseback rider? Real people like that do not exist, I tell myself, but then who is buying these things? I can just imagine the girl who lives in one of these utopian bedrooms snuggling in for the night in her Watercolor Paisley Bedding (with matching sham!) and thinking, Ahhh! Isn't it good to be the lead of the school play... and MVP of the soccer team... and MVP of the volleyball team... and an avid photographer?

After seeing all of this, who would be satisfied just to be me, the lowly astro-geek? I play flute, yes, but that's hardly enough to make me worthy of one of their Preppy Polka Dot Bean Bags.

It was on this panicked note that I "facebooked" my friend (who shall henceforth be known by her nickname, "Mushroom".. don't ask) with an urgent, "When are you getting home from India?!" If she doesn't make it back to the states (and I don't mean in a useless jetlagged condition either!) before X-C (<-- f.y.i., cross country) starts, I may just spontaneously combust one day at practice.
On the bright side, I did run a 4K in 20:30 today (which, sadly, is an accomplishment for me) and there will be incoming freshmen on the team, who, barring superhuman powers unknown to me, shouldn't be too fast. Oh, right. I forgot. The incoming freshmen (or at least the only one who will probably join the team) is superhuman. She was faster than me before the joined the team. Then again, in my defense, she was faster than most people in the county by that point.